oppa i am feeling a bit low if you ever came a cross to this blog 

oppa i recently felt that my  world quite scary i lost my dad at 12 yrs old and since that time i am afraid  my all my love one will slowly one by one disappear like hoe my dad is .

oppa the darkness is scary i was think what to do .. till i attending church for 3 years that i know there is a God that will never left me . and a group of friend .........................................but................................................................... 

a close friend of mine suddenly disappear from church my heart felt the same back again the darkness  

i was listening to one of the song " holding back the tears'  and my mind is full of all the painful memory all back again oppa is sooooooooooooooooooooooo hurt that i felt  why everyone tt i love suddenly disappear one by one the .. and i am back to the empty darkness room  allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll................................................by myself again ................................allllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll................................. alone ....................................................again  but one day i heard  about your story i turn on and other side you can overcame so many thing and always look at the bright  side and all the  dbsk story it turn me to be more stronger in facing life and relationship  and what i can do  i will keep praying for you all ..............................

saraghaeyo oppa